hOmestay KanchOng Darat

First of all, I want to say that I was really happy and enjoyed along of this homestay programmed. For staying in Kanchong Darat about 4 days and 3 nights, I got many sweetest moments, various of knowledgeable  and also had a new greatest  relationship either with  my foster family and also my International friends from Thailand, Iraq, Iran, Libya, Yemen, Somalia  and Malaysia. 

Now, I can call each of my new friend’s nickname: Al-Qhadeer,Labeeb, Mansour, Mohammed, Muhyadin, Maher, Bell, Mimi, Patima, Satinee, Cherry, Cathy, Aliff, Lyn 1, Jaja, Pika, Bai, Nadia, Filza, Jannah, Wan, Syam and Lyn. 

 For my first impression, I felt being welcoming because of the “Silat” performance from Kanchong Darat’s community. Then, I spent my whole Wednesday from evening till Thursday’s morning with my foster family. It felt good because my foster family had a big family. I called my foster mother as ‘mama’ while my foster father as ‘babah’. My foster siblings was nine whereby six boys and three girls. All of my foster siblings were really friendly and make me feels more comfortable to be there. 

 On Thursday, we visited some of the small factories in Kanchong Darat like ‘Kilang Ros’, Freeze-Cold, and Mama’s Jun. I got new knowledge about the way of the products processed and what is fantastic thing, I can taste the food as much as I want. Hehehe.. 

 I also went to “Rumah Contoh” and Jugra. Both of these places had their own history hence gave me a new knowledge about the historical places in Malaysia instead of I am Malaysian people. Actually, for having so much activities made me felt really tired. 

 After taking a short sleep time in the bus, we took some rest by having a nice view and took a deep breath in Pantai Kelanang. But I was quite disappointed because didn’t have an opportunity to go to Pulau Carey. 

 At night, I filled up my stomach with “Nasi Ambang”. The tasted was really good. But unlucky, I don’t learned the way of making “Nasi Ambang”. How special about “Nasi Ambang “programmed, we ate together with my foster family whish was can eat six people in one ‘dulang’ preservations. 

 On Friday, there were Arabic classes for primary school students and followed by a Forum between participance and operator programmed. At night, we were having our dinner together with satay,’ikan bakar’ fried rice and also ‘air kelapa’. There were really havoc and happening night because the students from Thailands and Arab showed their talents and also their own culture. There were also karaoke, we danced together and sang together. What was the great performance was singing the song of “UiTM Di Hatiku” as requested by Vice Canselor.. Again, I really hope if the entire villager’s community can join us so that I can feel more welcoming because most of the activities seem like for participant only. In my opinion, it would look very welcoming and enjoyed if our attendance was supported by villager’s community. 

 For the last special day, I felt really happy for the traditional games activities. We played many activities like Konda Kondi, ‘Gasing’, ‘Anyam Ketupat’,’Gula Dalam Tepung’ ‘wau’ and ‘Tarik upih’. I can see all of my friends was enjoyed themselves even though the weather was very hot. 

 Lastly, we were going back to Shah Alam after the closing ceremony. I felt quiet sad because have to leave my foster family and also my sweetest moment in Kanchong Darat. There were a lot of experienced that I have been learned. However, there were also occurred a few of mistakes that the operator programmed should pay attentions and take a serious action to make this homestay programmed more accomplished like a schedule arrangements and the communication between the higher organization of this homestay programmed.  Just I want to say, “Alhamdulillah”…because all of us were going and back safely.

eMosi mEnguasai dIri

pic aku tyme kat claz.agak2 muke aku tyme emOs dari tepi camni la kot hihihi

firstly aku nak mintak maaf sangat2 pade sape2 yang ader terasa hati gan aku

huh...ntahla aku pOn xtau,minggu merupakan miggu yg sangat emOs tuk aku.

cepat jerk raser membara hati ni,if leh scan hati aku,da nampak cam air mendidih kOt hahaha

really2 emos n terpakse cOntrol gak perasaan yang cepat jerk nak mara orang..maaf...

aku xtau nape n xpaham nape.cam owang STRESS lah plak kan..

kene plak dIs week nyer tajuk kaunseling kElompok Katakan "TIDAK" pada STRESS..huhuhu

memang cam bOm atOm yg meletOp kat muker aku..pekkkk~~amek kO! haha kene balek kat diri sendiri

arrghh!!aku benci sangat der perasaan mara ni..aku xsuke,tapi nak buang emOsi yang sengal ni pOn payah gak

hmm per yang bOle aku wat,Senyum;))))

xkirela aku marah camner pOn walaupOn cam xder sebab nak mara,tetap amalkan senyuman hehe

senyum itu sedekah tau!! cam pagi tadi,dlm rapid bas..der sowang gurl,cOmel gak la..die pandang2 aku.

mule2 aku agak x selese n macam xsukela owang nak pandang aku camtu..

at last,aku Senyum gak kat die walaupOn agak tERagak-agak..

hehe 

yerla,t aku senyum kat die,xpasal2 die wat muke stOne lagi aku bengang kan??

yg penting ikhlas..n she smiled back;p aku raser der kepUasan gak cOz bile kiter mesra gan owang,hati Pon senang..

but..bile kiter ader perasaan mara yg terpendam,hati misti kacau bilau wiwiwiiwiwi

k la..da nak maghrib

sOk der test Industrial chemistry..hah ni satu lg pRob aku,xstudy lagi..lagila kacau bilau kan huk

nak study tapi mOod xsampai..ish!!datangla mOod study...datanglah.....

chaiyOk!!!!shuh jauh2 perasaan nak cepat mara tue..!!shuh!!!hak tuiii!!

disSatisfied!!

aku rase cam da lamer xupdate bLog kan? actually banyak citer yg besh n hepy,tapi xsempat nak tulis kat blOg ni cOz mud tuk menulis xder lagi..yang syOknyer tuk weekends aku,g Icity gan my smally coMel rumate n g bukit cerakah wif my PEERs family..memang sgt2 njOy n bEsh

but tOday,aku nak meluahkan rase ketidakpuasanhati aku pade sape2 yang berkenaan..hmmmm PEERs...???aku memang sayang n da bagi cOmmitment sepenuhnyer tuk club aku ni..aku da cube wat yang terbaik,n bagi sepenuh perhatian,tenaga n masa aku tuk jalankan tanggungjawab yg telah diamanahkan.

tapi skang...aku raser cam xbersemangat n agak kecik hati la gan ape yg telah berlaku.huh bak pepatah dulu der kata,"TERLAJAK PERAHU BOLE DIUNDUR,TERLAJAK KATA..??" haha lu pikirla sendiri

k la...aku bukan nak bukak aib sesape tapi aku rase aku nak share bender ni gan kowang.hmmm actually der jemputan untuk prOgram bla bla bla by dOt dot dot..hehe biarla rahsia..n tuk pRogram tu,if bukan aku n my lalink yang bukak mulut n bagi idea misti xkan dapat jemputan ni.maybe kOt..

kalo da idea n isu ni da dibawak oleh mulut sendiri,n lagi plak dijemput tuk pegi prOgram yg sgt2 special,but anda tidak terpilih tuk mewakili club anda,per yang anda rasa???

hak tui..!!!~~~~~~

raser terkilan sangat2 bercampur sedey kot...bile aku dpt tau yang aku n lalink xterpilih g n die pilih pOn gurl len atas alasan praktikal next sem sO bagi peluang kat diowang join ni..n yang selebihnyer bagi ajk laki cOx lelaki xramai???sgt2 xmunasabah.aku xbOle terime..

nape xpilih berdasarkan kOmitment yg diberi dlm tugas masing2??

sedangkan aku n my lalink antara orang kuat yg bagi tulang belakang pada PEERs.walaupOn hOmestay o per2 lagi prgram len bukan under ktOwang,tu pon kitowang tanyer lg cadangan tuk improve lg program tu..tanyekan tempat besh la bla bla bla..at last camni yang aku dapat??aku xmengharap paer tapi aku nak orang hargai per yg aku wat.

pRogram tautan mekar n kaunseling kelomPok mmg sepanjang taun ni berjalan...aku ingat balek camner susah payahnyER aku n lalink aku pinjam kete kawan,mOto kawan tuk jayakan pRogram kitowang.bis claz terpakse g HEP jumpe kaunselOr,g skolah uruskan prgram..panas terik ker,xder transpOrt pOn terpakse tebalkan muke ni pnjam mOto kwn,claz bis pkul10 tapi pkul6 baru pai bilik cOz setlekan sumenyer bOut program PEERs..huh..plizzla berlaku adil n bijaksana.

ntahla..

aku raser,sebagai penghargaan kOmitment yg kitOwang bagi,kitowang bOle kot g..if sape2 yang berkenaan bukak mata la..sape yang turun nek HEP,g UIC n bla bla bla...

aku malas lagi nak cakap cOz raser per yg aku wat xdihargai langsung.sia2 jerk..

sedangkan aku sgt bersemangat cakap gan tut yang aku n lalink nak g..

aku mulakan tanggungjawab aku gan keikhlasan hati.

n aku xnak akhiri dengan keterpaksaan..

aku terkilan sangat2 gan bla bla bla...huh

peRfume n mE

tOday,aku nak stOry bOut perfium hehehe

petang tadi aku kuar gan abg kOko after a week die g Dubai..n 4 my bufday prEsent :

i gOt perfumE!!!haha aku memang sgt bertuah cOz for dis year, aku mmg xmembelanjakan pitih aku tuk li peRfume coz all of mine was sedekah by my dad n my sis.

 sO totally i havE 3 perfume in my lOcker rite nOw

foR claz, hang oUt n dating ceh3x..pakwe pOn xder,der ati plak nak pakai perfume tuk date hahahha

k la, let's checK sOme of my lovEly stuFf;p

perfium ni abg kOko yg bagi..n dari dubai,kat plastik dier tulis "arabian gulf" hehe leh cayer la frOm oversea;p

ops!!mara abg koko t..kui3x.

burbErry - tOuch for women

fOr me,perfume is One of my impOrtant n compulsary stuff dat i shOuld have.

bukannyEr nak kater diri aku ni busuk,but i feel really fResh when pki perfume.n akn rase der kurangnyEr after bersiap if xpakai perfume..hehhe n i think u all pOn same kan??

nOt only me rite??

 

next,dis perfume was given by my lovely dad..hehe tyme ni aku dlm kete odw nak g melaka sentral.suddenly ayah aku bukak dashbOard kete then tanyer,nak perfume x??aku pOn gan excitednyer nak la kan.. 

designer - fleur exotic kot hehe qosway product: dis perfume quiete stRong baunyer,n aku pakai tyme g claz jerk..hehe sO,we called it "classy fussy perfume" hahahhahaha name yg dicipte oleh aku tau!!wekkks~~

 

hehe further wif dis last one...from bOdyshOp -cassis rOse n baunyEr agak lembut..perfume ni k.na yg bagi..hehe she got 1free so,aku sebagai adek kesayangannyEr mestila dapat hak yang frEE tu kan??kahkahkah n aku pakai perfume ni tyme kuar..i mean hang out outside of uitm area la..hehehe

actually aku ader lagi 2 jenis perfume yang aku sgt suke n ader meaning besides dat..hihihi inspired by vIctoria's secret - rOmantic wish n alsO eliantO - magicial..memang besh baunyer..tapi sebab susah sgt nak dptkan both of dis pRoducts so aku terpakserla tukar test aku gan perfume len..instead of nOt my own chOice but i really satisfied of three perfume dat i hav rite now.hehe n really lOve them cOz they're really impOrtant to wangikan badan aku alsO bg self cOnfidence more la...

sO,jum vOte tuk perfume!!!hahahha

-dadidudadu ari saBtu-

wiwiwiwi

da lamer sgt2 xupdate bLog kan?almaklum kehidupan yg terlalu bz till xder mase nak menUlis..

haha alasan jerk lebey~bOle jerk sbenarnyer tp just mOod nak menaip panjang xpai lg

sO,im ready rite nOw to tell my shOrt diary.

bUt just nak share yang sHopping itu leh m'releasekan tensiOn

hahahhaha is it rite??pat angguk!!

 

ekspO pendidikan kat sek16..hehe lpas bis jerk ni,terUs diajak oleh mai g men kayak hehe

just simplified la...ari sabtu bersamaan 30hb aku telah membeli belah tanpa niat.actually lepas g sek16 ats urusan PEERs,mai terus ajak aku g men kayak..punyErla excited aku yerla bukan slalu nak lepak gan cOursemate kan..

aku pUn setuju lah nak jOin gak.then aku g tasek sek2 nek mOto gan dila..

b4 dat,aku g pas lu cOz nak antar kasut aku d'tampalkan tapaknyEr yg tlah tercabut..then rush la ktOwang g tasek..huhu pai jerk lalilalalalalla~~~kayak was fulled!!!haha ternganga la kat situ..n hampe la kan..

per lagi,ak terus ajak kakmUn,farazaida,faizah,zairyn,mai n dila g karOk..da sangap nak karOk ni!hehe tapi zairyn n mai jerk xmO join coz diowang ilang mood..sO ktowang berlime jerk yang m'njOykan diri kat pas tu..

 

kekecEwaan lepas dpt tau kayak full..huhu

haha puasla gak aku melalak beramai2 kat bilik karOk tu.yang pling xtahannyEr lagu memoRi daun pisang tau ceh3x..pas karOk jerk,aku n dila jenjalan kat grOund fLoor.mmg sale gile2 n aku pOn nek gile.haha kemarUk la....da lamer gile ak xshOpping!!sO,dengan wit yang ader dlm pursE aku,ak terusla bershOpping pai xingat dunia..haha yang pastinyEr,aku puas sgt2 dpt lepas geram.walaupOn kopakla gak wit pt aku tu kan hehehhehehe

 

hehe byk x aku shOpping?tp sbb sale pai 60-70%,ak Pon membeli belah..just labUr RM100 only hihi

lps bis sHopping,ktowang pOn balek wlupOn terpakse berbasah dlm ujan..my 1st experience,bwk Moto dlm ujan..gan dila plak tu,my cOursemate yg sememangnyer xpenah ktowang hang out skali.haha skali keluar,terOs beromantika dlm ujan kan??wawwaa yerla..da lalink aku dating g gEnting sO ak pOn g la dating kat shah alam ijerk.hihi nway,just wanna sharE dat:

 

hehe berdating gan dila,my cOursemate..brOom3x..withOut license tau!!shhh...keep it secret hehe

1) sHopping itu sEronOk
2) sEjuk tau bawak mOto dalam hujan!
3) BeshnYer idOp singlE~~ haha der lg hOt stOry bOut my scandalOus. bUt sOry,i'll kEEp by my Own hihi
4) da la tu..xkan nak wat cOnclusiOn kot hehe
5) aku da puas hati cOz da dpt updatE blOg kikikikikiki~~~

kaunsEling kelOmpok 1

pOster kitowang yg d'banned..ak give up gak mule2,tp syukur sgt2 bile hasilnyer amt mberansangkan;p

Tajuk Kaunseling keloMpok ialah tips menguruskan perbelanjaan.

Just wat dkf cOz ni baru jerk 1st claz kan..msti xramai dgt yg dtg kot.

Alhamdulillah..unexpected!!over than 250 peOple yg dtg tuk kelas kaunseling kElompok tp menurut gerak ati aku poN,ak cam expect gak ramai yg dtg.xtaula naper kan..just derla aura kan haha ak syukur sgt2...

yg ciannyer der gak yg xpat duduk gan selesa..diowg tpakse duk kat tangge..ak Pon mmg bz giler2 n xsempat nk dgr sgt per cik nuraini bagi talk.tapi ak yakin,most of stdents yg dtg msti hepy n puas hati cOz cik nuraini mmg sPorting n bEsh abis.

ak syukur skali lg..ak akn bg sepenuh cOmmitment ak tuk PEERs.yeah..chaiyOk!!tahniah semua..n aku amat bangga gan hasil kitowang sbg birO baru kerana berjaya pecah reKod hehehe >_<

18 january 2010

hepy bufday to mE,

hepy bufday to mE,
epy bufday to Farah..
hepy bufday to mE..hahhaha

i am 21 rite nOw.yeah..!!im gOin' to be such a matured persOn kikiki

hepy sgt2 cOz kawan2 sentiase disisi ak..

n yg sedey, family's member ak sOwang pOn xwish;(

just ptg tadi barula ak dpt cOl from mak,ayah,k.na n abg2 ak wish bufday..uuwwaaaaaaaaaaaa

haha ngajukla jap,tp sebab da nak jdk owg matang kan kenerla tolak ketepi prangai kEbudak2kan aku tu huhuhuhu

sumer adiah yg ak dapat..hehe mekaceh..n yg pling special,elmO!!muchO3x..

ak raser bahagia n hapy tyme bufday ak cOz tepat pkul12.00 am : fatin,eah,fana n mai nyanyi lgu bufday tuk ak..hehe even simple,tp ak terharu sgt2..

im in grEenish hehe

proceed wif my classes,ak pakai bju hijau mude hehe cOz my favriyte cOlour kan..

mmg pnt tuk satu hari yg amat bahagia wat ak coz ak kene jumpe kaunselOr,bg surat jemputan tuk prOgram ak..penat gak.

bayangkan ak leh blek bilik pkul11 lebey tapi pkul6 lebey baru ak dpt menapak kat klej..paperpOn,setiap kejayaan mst ader pengOrbanan,rite? ak puas hati gak cOz dpt setlekan urusan ak yg sgt2 pnting tue...

malamnyer suda tibe,elin n eah pakse ak g umah elin kat sek7..mmg besh lakonan diowang kan..haha kononnyer sam sepak shirahla,kene pi dtrn bluewave amek shirah.siOt tol!ak punyerla mati2 percayer kan..haha kutuk sam lg tue.gan pacat pOn pakat skali gan diowang..hahhahahahha mmg sweet n klakar.n tibe kat padang tu,

SURPRISE!!!!! kiah,shirah n sam mmg da tggu ktoang gan kek n pizza DominOs skali..hehe mmuahxx!!!!thanks u all..ak hepy sgt2..

ak da luluh hati kat dat guy,n ak xheran Pon even dia xwish bufday ak..huhuhu i dun care!!haha yg pentingnyer,ak bahagia sgt2 on 18 january 2010..amat bErsejarah;p

thanks u all 4 being insidE of my hEart n outside of my bOdy>_<